Thursday, March 31, 2011

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

what's sleep, what's bein awake?
i found a bunch of purple hair under my bed. what the fuck is that?
i hate how i have to go outside to smoke.  thanks for breakfast, thanks for everything.  shit changes.
i was joking about you gettin me heroin, it made you cry, i laughed but then when there were other problems I dont know.... you listened, gave me encouragement to do better and alot of the time I am... well, i have been.  i can keep fake smilin at you or if you go somewhere else i can smile for real.  i ran over a dead cat on my bike and almost wrecked.  i think ive been outside maybe twice in the last week.  so that's the good news and bad news.  something, i don't know what but it's floatin around the air, it makes me feel like death.
what's death.  Belphegor is playin at the troc
April 24th.  and i want to go and I will if i can afford it
or if someone wants to buy me a ticket.  It smells good outside right now,
it smells like grass and decay/thawing so spring is almost here.
to much has happened and changed this past week so i'm usually either
screamin at nothing or keepin my mouth shut.  i dont like how hostile ive gotten.
i dont like how i have nothin to write about anythin.  i like how i stay up and just shake
 and not think of anythin until the damn sun comes up. goddamn the sun. shoot me.
get it

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

cant wait....

Sunday, March 6, 2011