Monday, June 7, 2010
oh great i cant get health coverage
cant even bathe most days... it's summer.... fuck it. get real dirty. my friend made me take a shower cause i smelled. i pissed in her shower. the screen door is fickle. im feelin pretty acute, i guess i dont even know what that word means, cause my vocabulary is obtusely diminishing. am i actually turning into an animal? i woke up in the woods twice this week. i touched with lights off by your scent. knew the parts close and spread apart. kind of felt into you, melted halfway in a bed. i cant keep drinkin with sleepin pills though. You also cant take somas with cocaine, you might come down nicely or you might have a heart attack. i dont care, kill me kill me kill me. my life is goin out of control and i'm happy for it. go out like a candle, even the stars are violent....i got till august about. i go to philly wednesday, thatll be great, see ppl. and start a buzzband with justin next week, get rich, marry some exotic beauty and than go do heroin with a french prostitute, overdose and die in a hotel. i cant concentrate on writing, it's shit. maybe ill post somethn worth readin in the next year or so.